EC 503
Upon Whom the Ends
of the Ages Have Come…
a fantasy for an apocalypse
© Ludis Cuckold
(2015)
12 Talk of the Town
One day, after weeding
her garden, Daisy joined a “women only” get-together. These were occasions
inherited from Soviet days when women let their hair down, share in a ‘cider’,
or other drink, and discuss whatever is on their minds and they wish to bring
into the open.
These get-togethers
usually happen in late afternoons or early evenings at someone’s apartment. When
Daisy went to such meeting, she met a young woman whose name was Samantha. As
they talked, Daisy discovered Samantha to her liking, and after listening to her
story, which was that she worked as a prostitute in the Latvijan capital city
of Riga, Daisy concluded that she could entrust Samantha with her own story.
The reason Samantha had come to the meeting was because her boyfriend* was of
the community, and she had a son by him. Their child attended the local
kindergarten.
*Though
the story in the Western media for the most part tells of pimps raping some
unfortunate girl they find alone at a bus station, say, in London or Paris, and
then exploit her as their slave by pimping her to all and sundry, the reverse
of the coin is that many whores keep boyfriends who are stay-at-homes and take
care of their happenstance children.
Unfortunately, Daisy had misjudged
Samantha. The secrets of her life were soon heard about the community. Everyone knew how Stefan stroked Daisy. Having
forgotten the role star studded mittens had played as conduits for the tradition of petting,
which once had been accepted as normal and kept many unwanted children from
being born to a life they could not possibly want, Daisy was instantly turned
into a slut. It did not matter that her mother had been a witness to the
occasion and had done or said nothing* to stop it.
*I am not
suggesting that Daisy’s mother had any memory of the tradition of petting in
place of penetrative sex by means of sexual organs. In defense of lost
traditions and events, however, there is good evidence that Latvijans were turned
into Lutherans rather than Herrnhuters in spite of the fact that it was the
latter who turned them into a self-conscious Commons. The betragal of the
Herrhuter effort was due to the repressive measures of the Lutheran clergy, which
was pimping on behalf of secular authorities. This continues to be true due to the
near total absence of interest and knowledge the Latvian nation shows with
regard to its origins. The disinterest is especially noteworthy among Latvians
who have become members of the so-called intelligentsia. The latter hardly ever
mention the role that violence, repression, and social stigma has played in
turning out uninformed teachers and timid scholars. One recent example is an
article in the Russian internet outlet known as Russian Times (RT), which featured
a story about a southern Siberian city beginning to produce cannebis
chocolate bars. It is a mystery (rhetorically speaking) why such chocolate
bars were not first produced by a Latvian candy company. After all, the Latvian
peasantry had long produced a product known as ‘cannebis butter’, a black oily paste,
much like peanut butter, made of ground cannabis seeds.* Wouldn’t you know—the
company is no longer owned by Latvians, but by Danes,
a clique of Scandinavians known for their repressive Lutheran inspired catholic
morals, their violence advocating NATO commander, and along with Swedes for
their champagne socialist-fascist ideology.
*The
story of the role of cannabis as a medicinal plant in Latvija goes unknown,
because there is no material that has been solicited or collected about its
uses, among which one would discover use to cure sick domestic animals. I only heard
of this practice when in the U.S., when a Latvia woman, who was familiar with
the practices of the Latvian farmers, told me of her mother letting sick calves
into the cannabis patch, which—we are now insistently told—was grown solely to
produce rope fiber. Another story tells of hens laying more eggs when let
forage among the stalks of cannabis for seeds. Needless to say, one wonders
about the role cannabis butter
played in keeping Latvians proper healthy.
One story led to another,
embellishments occurred, and soon everyone knew that Daisy was not shy to twerk
boys even if she shared the bed with her girlfriends. In short, to be in bed
with Daisy was an invitation, what with clusterpetting on Midsummer Eve Love
Fests* long forgotten, for boys to join in a teenage clusterfuck.
*While
(pending further research) it is not a foregone conclusion, it is possible that
‘Midsummer Johns Fests’, likely originating with the Latvian Cathars in the Jersika
kingdom, were turned into love fests by the Herrnhuters, who wished to put an
end to sexual cannibalism become common practice after the Great Northern War
the Swedes had pressed upon Russia.
Perhaps there is a
relationship between the thingification Daisy had suffered at the hands of her
stepfather and Samantha’s humiliation at the cock’s end of who knows how many
men. Given that petting, once upon a time encouraged for religious reasons*,
was becoming a forgotten tradition, one may conclude that Daisy and Samantha had
been thingified by strangers (not to mention anti-sexual moral codes), and were
traumatized, and—having survived the experience—were titillated and over-sexualized
by it. As survivors of this dehumanization process both young women felt,
perhaps not surprisingly, somehow empowered, because the force of habit brought
them some sort of control over the situation.
*Petting
for religious reasons—the Western materialist view sees the sole purpose of
sexual pleasure as nature’s way of encouraging human beings to mate in order to
procreate. It is hard to find an anthropologist or archeologist who is not a
believer in the ‘fertility cult’ as the only cause of ancient celebrations.
However, another, now long forgotten function of sexual pleasure was percieved
as a God given instrument that reminds that ours is not the only mansion in the
universe. In effect, a sexual orgasm is the electricity that transmits a human
soul or essence from this body to the next. We still see this perspective in
ancient Egyptian mythology that deals with sex, as well as Islam that promises
its warriors pleasure in the next world.
The community listened to
the story told about Daisy with wide open ears, and let saliva curdling gossip pass
from one mouth to another until there was hardly anyone who had not heard it.
Though the reconstitution
of an allegedly ‘free’ Latvia brought with it a New Age of consumer oriented (secularized)
freedoms, this ‘’freedom’ remained politically correct. As such, it continued
to repress the history and religious function of the Johns Festival by means of
intimidation that helped the elites to maintain a reputation of uprightness,
even as it maintained and kept them in power. Whether past trauma was that of a
family member having been betrayed, arrested, and possibly shot by a fanaticism
obsessed communist government, or raped by love-starved soldiers of many an
army transiting the land, or closing one’s eyes to incestuous relationships,
all was hid and buried by an ‘official’ Church in a catacomb decorated in the
colors of blood, shit, and bees’ wax projecting scenes of sorrow. The destroyed
Commons had learned to repress the truth about the practices of its demoralized
environment as a soldier returned from the front and sick to the stomach keeps
mum about life in the front lines. It knew how to run “ring around the rosy” (and
not tell what the boy and girl in the middle must do to please the government).
As an expat* Latvian, as
I heard some describe me, I listened to the locals explanation of Daisy’s guilt
with some skepticism. Because in my teen years in America (early 1950s),
‘petting’ or ‘necking’ was a common practice, it was a practice that I was
familiar with, had taken part in, and remain titillated by its unexplored
possibilities, not to mention curiosity about its origins.
*Expat—an
expatriate; one who has returned or transferred him-herself back to the home
country from having once, for whatever reason, expatriated abroad. The return
of the expat is a variation of the story about the ‘lost son’ the Latvian
theatre and literary culture refuses to recognize.
Petting is amorous sexual
contact and involves mutual sexual stimulation among young males and females of
their sexual organs without putting same in direct contact with those of one’s
partner. Because the practice originates with teens coming to sexual maturity,
which is often accompanied by an intense interest in God and ‘religion’,
petting ought not be interpreted as the dawn of sexual irresponsibility.
However, during the second half of the 20th century, petting became for
‘sissies’. Generally speaking, the sissies were youths still under the
influence their parents, who were under the influence of traditions of another
era. Petting lost its savor, because ‘liberated’ cannibalistic young men, led
by rock musicians, who were crossbreeds of many influences, disseminated within
and beyond the cacophonies that are modern cities, their need to assert and
consume themselves by ‘going all the way’ (as the grownup secularists were
doing). The steel guitar became a symbol for a male erection, while screaming boys
and girls in the audience gave themselves to the exhibitionism by squealing for
ever higher or intimate ejaculations of sound.
Another reason for replacing
petting for sexual cannibalism as everyone’s norm was the domestication of war
hysteria that followed WW2. With the conflict between communism and capitalism resulting
in soldiers becoming a permanent presence in society, with up-dated weapons in a
never ending parade on television screens, and the atom bomb threatening the
extinction of humankind at any time, government and its military became a nest
(a rome) of violence in everyone’s consciousness.
The
presence of the military guaranteed that whoring (an exercise by which a male member
stirs a whore’s vagina until ‘he’ ‘comes’, i.e., has an orgasm) became a ‘permanent’
source of income for poor women who wanted to be more than adjunct trolls in either
a capitalist or a communist run factory. What had once been whorehouses in
apartments and shacks in the countryside, which spread like pimples throughout
society, became mega hotels and mega businesses for millionaires.
To take a mega
perspective of sexual canibalism, the rapes by Vikings, which replaced the
petting mittens knit by Baltic and Slavic women, reached its apex when millions
of soldiers cannibalized millions of whores for flesh that became known as ‘cunt’.
A personal experience in
the moral decay of community, abandonment of traditional values, and my own
experience of it was offered when as a young Marine during the Korean War, I
was on so-called R&R (Rest and Recuperation) in Kioto, the old capital of
Japan. Along with a friend, I went to a hotel (brought there by a taxi driver) with
a reputation for providing prostitutes to service men, and—myself still a
virgin—from a line-up of about ten girls chose one of the youngest. The girl
introduced herself as Maya.
‘Our girls’ turned us
into tourists and became our guides. During the day, they took my friend and
myself through Kioto and its Temple district. One of the more memorable visits
was to the temple for aborted children, where Japanese women (prostitutes not
excluded) displayed dolls, which represented the children they had lost due to
abortion.
On about our third night
together, I was surprised to hear Maya ask me if I would marry her. I was both surprised
and shocked. An image of Maya’s loose vagina flashed through my mind. It made
me wonder whether her vagina was loose, because of the many penises it had
engaged or a recent abortion or miscarriage.
My answer was, like it or
not, a cruel “no”.
It became immediately apparent
that the answer was not welcome. Maya blurted out: “You are a stuck up!” and
began to cry.
Suddenly realizing that
Maya’s proposal, as well as her occupation, were acts of desperation, I too cried.
Maya, as if understanding that she had awakened me to reality, then embraced me,
and I embraced her. We both cried until sex brought us the relief it does so
well.
Five years after she was
first violated* by Stefan, Daisy gave birth to her first child. When her mother
came to see her at the hospital, she greeted Daisy (so tells Daisy) by calling
her a “whore”. Daisy told her that she was proud to be a mother and planned to
have more children (I do not know whether she meant that the children would be
fathered by Stefan or by the seed of some other Stud**).
*Unfortunately,
the petting episode initiated by Stefan, described in the previous chapter,
soon led to more than that.
**My
opinion about what she meant was that she would give birth to more children to
spite her mother, who she claimed had treated her most of her life as if she
did not matter.
The community had no
difficulty in concluding who the father of Daisy’s child was. Still, the
community said nothing, and nothing was done. Everyone was near certain that in
the course of time, the trauma (the thing) would be forgotten and papered over.
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